The Same

I started my day with a big, big smile on my face..leaving all the thoughts of yesterday behind. I told myself that today I would be fine. I planned all the things to do to make a head start for the day.  But things started to change when I looked at the mirror... I saw myself.. smiling..looking dashing as ever.. but then I looked deeper. Then I saw the real me inside. Broken, disgusted with life, alone and lonely, not knowing what to do next. I paused for a minute, trying to avoid the sad reality that the mirror had then brought upon me...Then tears started to roll down my cheek. Am I crying? Then it came to me.. my day didn't really started with a smile, but with a forlorn face. A face  reflecting such agony and misery of the soul deep down inside. Everything changed. I was the same as yesterday.