Reunited..

I was very excited for today. I was hoping I'd see my friends after 3 long days. There I was..Daydreaming again.. As if I was the only person in the world. hahaha! Goodness me! Anyway, I was getting ready for school. Looking forward to seeing them as I enter the lab. Damn! I miss them so much! For the ?th time in my life, I felt very happy!

I was on my way when I realized, after this day I'll never see them again for a few days. I was again, sad. Then all the negative thoughts came rushing in my mind. It was terrible! All the while I was thinking about the good things that'll happen today, then there goes my twisted mind messing it all up again. But then again, I realized, it doesn't matter anymore. I don't know why I keep on staying away from them, maybe its coz  I'm afraid. I'm afraid of losing  them  and them leaving me. That's why I'd rather leave them first than the other way around. It's painful to see those whom you love and care dearly go and leave you behind. hmMm well I think I'm just over exaggerating here, it's not that they mean to leave me, but...technically, they're gonna leave..oh! it's complicated...I can't continue no more.. I'll just be back later...chao!^_^